The best thing you can do is find a person who loves for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. The right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.

He doesn't know

Sometimes I can’t recognize a feeling I am feeling. As if my mind is blocked from certainty. It’s like I’m emotionally incapable to read myself. The constant anxiety still clouds me; sometimes it’s hard to breathe.

Something I can coincidently recognize is this new feeling I am feeling over this one certain individual. It’s as if a fire has been lit in my cold lonely heart which I thought couldn’t be possible.

You talk too much. Maybe that's your way of breaking up the silence that fills you up. But it doesn't sound the same when no one's really listening. Turn out the light and what are you left with? Open up my hands and find out they're empty. Press my face to the ground I've gotta find a reason. Just scratching around for something to believe in. You have too much. You're spending all your time collecting and discovering. It's not enough and no matter how you try, you never find the one you want.

- aqualung

Active mind

Those minutes where I am alone, just me and my pillow I think a lot. I think about everything and anything. It varies from “What am I doing with my life?” to “Where should I run away next?” The room is so silent, but my mind is so loud. It drives me crazy because the things I would never think about, I think about. Sometimes, I hate it because it brings up things I rather never think about again. The spilt second before sleep is the most active second of my life.