13 May 2010

He doesn't know


Sometimes I can’t recognize a feeling I am feeling. As if my mind is blocked from certainty. It’s like I’m emotionally incapable to read myself. The constant anxiety still clouds me; sometimes it’s hard to breathe.

Something I can coincidently recognize is this new feeling I am feeling over this one certain individual. It’s as if a fire has been lit in my cold lonely heart which I thought couldn’t be possible.